Dear Xanga thing,

           Once again there is drama in my house, this weekend i had some shit planned on sat but my stupid ass mom had to go and fuck it up with her lateness. Shes always either too early or too late, and whenever shes early, shes pissed at me for not being there when she is, then when she late, shes pissed at me for whatever makes her late. Just fucking guess which one it was this time, yea she was freakin late, i hate her shes so stupid and late. SHE IS SUCH A FLAKEY MOTHER. i hate her its like one day its like shes ok with being my mother then the next i get in the way of things, WHAT THINGS?!?! YOU DONT DO SHIT. I DONT SEE A VERY BIG PHONE BOOK IN YOUR CELL. mine is atleast 6x the size of hers. shes such a dumb fuck. why do i have to be stuck with the two fuck up parents, if im not stuck with the fucked up dental assistant as a mom then id have to be stuck with my fuck up reject navy dad. woopee the options are so great i cant make up my mind. then when my moms mad at me, everyone gets on my case no one supports me everyones like "its so hard for your mom" "your moms trying so hard" ALL THAT BITCH DOES IS GOES TO WORK. YOUR SUPPOSED TO GO TO WORK. WHAT DO YOU WANT?!?! A COOKIE?! FUCK YOU! wow so she drives me places woopee do u want me to take the bus and get harassed like last time. fucking gross ass people, ON TOP OF ALL THIS my stupid dumbfuck mom wont even let me get a car when i get a license. thats right, if you didnt think she was fucked up enough, she just gets more screwed up. wtf is that?! im sick and tired of my stupid mom. she thinks its easy to be me, well.. it would be if i didnt have thoes two fuck ups as parents, cant even worry about my self, theres always drama. theres always issues, money is always a problem, im just waiting for her to say "i cant afford school" HAHAHA stupid bitch...its a public school. your not paying shit. i just feel like slapping her in the face and saying wake the fuck up. you expect me to live in this small ass excuse for a home freaking two bedrooms and one bathroom, ONE FUCKING BATHROOM!!! im sure you can guess why i reitterate that.drive me crazy, fucking boy friend who fills up the house with cigarette smoke OMG, SAY SOMETHING YOU STUPID BITCH, YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE WHY DONT YOU SPEAK THE FUCK UP ABOUT THAT. And my dinky ass room, fucking small as hell take one step forward and ur a lready at the other side of my room, and my sorry cott excuse for a "bed", see the only reason i dont fall off is because i shove my self in the little slot at the end of my bed where its pushed against a wall. and shes like "why dont we just wait till college to buy you a new bed were going to have to anyways" WHY CANT I BRING MY NEW BED TO COLLEGE DID U EVER THINK OF THAT U STUPID HOE, FUCKING WAKE UP!!!" cant even fit two people on my bed COMFORTABLY unless its me and alysse, even then its still to crowded, my god...well i could seriously go on forever, and if anyone gives a damn , they can ask me about it. having the worst time being alive right now


                                                                         ~DeNNiS~


my birthday is coming up

maby someone can get me a new mom

Dear Xanga thing,

       
         I wish more days were as productive as today, alysse introduced me to this guy named brian, hes pretty good looking i think id give him a 7.5 . He landed a triple toe (I HATE HIM) so me any alysse assume hes gay, he wears better pants than me hes got steve madden shoes and he ice skates......to me this screams FLAMMER, but he doesnt act so gay = \ maby hes not o well.. so then after that me and alysse ate at red robin i felt really bad cuz i didnt eat my food and i couldnt go to alysse's house = ( but i think shes coming over tomorro so thats coolio. After the rink my mom had to go to Hallmark to buy a card and sees candy for a thankyou to earl for the Vegas trip, aww... the lady gave alot of free candy. my mom brought april along so that i could watch her and walk her while she went shopping. then we went to dawns to pick her up for her eye appointment. SHE TOOK FOREVER!!!!! we went to the optometrist and turned out she needed a STRONGER perscription how ever you spell it = P then we bought things at costco and i showed my mom the glasses i wanted, they are DKNY and have no frame thingy on the bottom half of the lens, sexy, but i want it in charcol or smoke. then we went home to walk APEY at the 'dog park' no one was there so aprl felt like a loser. we then went to dinner at like dumplings inn on convoy whatever, it was good, we were being stupid and impersonation FOBS hehe, yet again i didnt eat much i dunno why..after dinner we went next door to the ancient remedy store, we bought the whole store, i got MORE pills some for migrains herbal tea combination for clensing my body and something for acne and like this tummy ache pill and and ichy pill = ( ... we saw dried up sea horses its kinda nasty but i wanted one. EEEWWW i wanted it kinda.. well i really hope my face stays clear it looks pretty decent got some scars but it will all be better with time and microdermabrasion. = P we made fun of a guy in a TT he stopped cuz he thought dawn wanted to pick him up or something, today was real fun i left out alot of funny things but u get the jist of things.

~DeNNiS~

 Dear Xanga thing,

        Today was fun, i couldnt stop thinking about this guy i kno tho  we hook up from time to time and do things, the only thing is he likes this other guy too. aww. it makes me sad, i asked him how he felt about me and his responce was kinda, "well im seeing this other guy too, but i really like you." inside i was saying......F*YOU!!!! but what came out was "o...thats cool"... AHHHHHHHHH, i dont wanna be all "well your stupid bye" cuz the sex is really good. but then i dont wanna be another play toy, i mean come on, at least pay me if thats all i am. so i have two options, i can fuck alot of other people, or he can earn the title of boyfriend and ill just sleep with few other people. i think this is fair dont you?

~DeNNiS~

P.S.
fuck you alysse i know your laughing